eoys in #$%$#$%^%$%^&^*&^%$%^% days. JUST DUN BOTHER. lala. LA. anyw. WHEN PENGUINS FALL IN LOVE, THE COUPLE FUFILLS ' till death do us part.' SWEET MUCH. [be my penguin, please?] so. mohawks = aweshumed. school sux. crapshit. YIRUMA IS LOVED. esp his 'maybe' 'moonlight' 'kiss the rain' :D bervyns hot as usual. yeah. gws.

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 18:49

;doing so much to hurt myself.



-sighs- i shouldnt have.

deleted my blog just because i cant stand that 30day post.

made it SO freaking obvious.

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 18:19

I CAN NEVER BRING MYSELF TO POST REGULARLY. wth. screaming at myself.

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 18:18

write a letter to a stranger.

hey. my name is coral. i have never met you before. and i dunnoe much about you. you may be taller or shorter than me. you may be older or younger than me. you may be of a different race, from a different culture. but let me set some ground rules. love me. and i will love you. hate me. please show it. thats simple enough. and talk to me about ANYTHING on earth. but pleaseplease. never touch on the sensitive subjects. like. the marks on my face. whoilike. my results. and my height. i think thats it. please tell me more about you too.

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 22:54

write a letter about your dreams.

HEYALL. i really wanna become a pilot. has been since p2. planes are nice chunks of metal that looks cute depending on their designs. YEAH. thats about its. bye.

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 22:48

write a letter to your sibling (or closest relative)

tocrystal. HEY:D i know that we have not been on the best of terms these two years.. you think you have matured and criticise me like you had never been like me before. you give me attitude and yet expect me to respect you. you talk bad about me to my face and mojoed dad&mum to think that im always wrong. you named benjamin sheares bridge the 'flyer-over' and threw tantrums when i tried to correct you. you were the first to tell me to my face that i have a weird brain. HMMM. im seriously weird. cos through it all. i still see the sister. that hugs me whenever i was upset. who cried when i cried. who did everything so i could have my way. who got caned by mum because of something i did. who kept the truth from me because you wanted to protect me. you were the first i would consult with any problems.. and nothing has changed.. only that i have to get permission from mum to ask you.. in case you flare up. HEY SIS. i havent really called you my jiejie for a long time.. was it 6 mths? I could always understand why you lecture me about things.. only that i would not speak up.. i am cowardly. i try my best to make up stories to cover the fact that im wrong.. though deep down. i really want to apologise to you. i know that if you ever get the chance to read this. you would be lecturing me about my language and BLAH. hey. you know. i would still keep your secrets. no matter what happens. you can still trust me. im sincerely sorry for those harsh words during our first major arguments..
love, your sis.

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 22:33

Write a letter to your parents.

HEY mum. HEY dad. you keep asking me to do homework. BLAH. i dun care. oh. and. i have set a goal for my life. thats to become a pilot. HEY. pilots do not need to be real smart. thats why im slacking. so. please keep your comments to yourself when you see me facebooking the whole time. THANKYOU.
*maybe if im not so pissed off now. i would be able to write longer*

ithasalwaysbeenyou♥ 22:27